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(Friday, February 27, 2009-)
+9:11 AM]*
# dejavu-
i shouldnt have read the forum too many time.
dreamt abt rainbow last night =.=
and i was at the end of it!! but no pot of gold :(
weird dream...
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finished one show today whoopee!
now i want to watch lost, from the beginning =.=
i hope i dont get lost...
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(Thursday, February 26, 2009-)
+11:02 AM]*
# only one-
wa...i feel like punching ppl now =.=
wth...shouldnt have read it lah.
now make me so pissed. =.=
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(Wednesday, February 25, 2009-)
+7:31 AM]*
# musnt wait-
super pissed off..sld have just watched instead of thinking there is a nx chance =.=
this always kill me...
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movie with AVT frnds..then walk walk at ps..went into this shop that sell super nice paper!
ideas! :D
sun with some 404 ppl. cant wait :)
been a while since i last saw them sia. including those in np :(
but meet up! :D
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I see that everyone is tgt as one. tht's gd.
may the nx one be btr :)
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(Tuesday, February 24, 2009-)
+4:19 PM]*
# 梦想会起飞的。。-
stupid nyonya ><
this year wont be fun..
everyone is down now.
no fun alr, hai.
if the decision went our way...hai...
ahhhh.....very sianz..rly like no one feel like talking alr...hai...
everyone no mood, how?? :(
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(Monday, February 23, 2009-)
+8:29 AM]*
# love lockdown-
ael paper was screwed up.
glad if i could even just pass it.
bad feeling that i will have to retake this whole damn module again =.=
damn sad...hai...
hmm..nth much this few days.
attachment start nx week and not rly looking forward to it =.=
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I nv thought i will be so happy to see you online..=.=
i think i must be going crazy.. O.o
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ONE AND ONLY is still so frigging nice!! cant get enuf of it. woo..
FOB! <3
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(Friday, February 20, 2009-)
+5:05 PM]*
# what a day-
waseh, maths paper finish liao, sld be happy right?
but just got news abt my bro landed in hospital. scare me to death sia.
mum said he got fits =.=
he so healthy yet this type of thing can happen. damn sad...
sianz, no mood study liao. :(
pang sai. my mum just told me the battery of our car died while she was trying to fetch my bro to the hospital.
piang ehh..wad a day sia.
lucky i knw how to do most of the qns for maths sia. or else is unlucky dao...=.=
SIANZ AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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FUCK FUCK FUCK!! WHAT THE HELL!
THROW EGG FOR WHAT?? NEARLY HIT ME SIA! NABEI!!
what a day sia, may this day be over soon!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
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+9:04 AM]*
# ultraviolet-
ahhh!!!!! maths paper ltr!! =.=
die sia, only did one paper. am died for AEL also, dun understand chpt 6 at all!!! O_O
ok, start studying NOW!
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(Thursday, February 19, 2009-)
+8:34 AM]*
# big shot-
ohmytian, i finished koukou debut T.T and i thought they will continue. hah. sianz.
study study study study
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ERNEST!! YOU ROX! HAHA THANK YOU! THANKYOU!!!
haha, 有你这种朋友真好！ 谢了！:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
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haiz, life is so vulnerable.
so down and watching sad drama aint helping T.T
and i havnt yet study for anything cept the qns lynette asked me at 5 in the morning.
this time exam rly gg sia... =.=
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ahh.i think elvin damn cute :D
haha.ok. sld stop youtubing and continue my show, er, i mean study :)
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(Wednesday, February 18, 2009-)
+8:38 AM]*
# young and hopeless-
waseh, regret eating prawn. now got 2 frigging ulcer!!! o.O
painful. T.T
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I have a sadist for a brother =.=
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(Tuesday, February 17, 2009-)
+4:42 PM]*
# today could be the last day of your life.-
walau. stupid diliugan. waste my time only. write so much alr, still not enuf. =.=
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wahaha. guys at VF. too bad for you. Im back to kope pics =X haha.
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(Monday, February 16, 2009-)
+9:27 AM]*
# it still hurts, but im all btr now-
theres boys before flower at 9 tonight on kbs.
and it totally crash with my the dream catcher T.T
how?!?!?!?!
sianz...
im glad you replied next. at least i cleared my head now.
i regret many things but this i dont.
i hope i can carry on with life. :)
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wasai, shouldnt have clean my laptop.
now hav to look at disfigured laptop everyday *cries!*
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(Sunday, February 15, 2009-)
+11:01 AM]*
# どうして あなたは だいすきですか。。it's very painful...-
i provided my enemy the weapon to kill me,
haha.
how silly can i get.
hmm...
lets just leave it in the past and try to move on..
hah.
easier said than done..
oh well.....
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you shouldnt have replied...
i rather u not reply, at least i would have alr put it behind me.
seeing your reply just hurt me more.
i should hav told u not to reply.
now it hurts more than ever. :'(
I will be strong! I cant let this affect me..
not now.
我不能为你再哭了，这会是最后一次。。
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(Saturday, February 14, 2009-)
+11:45 AM]*
# so much for my happy ending-
i knew nth will come out of it and yet i went ahead...
nvm. at least i wont blame myself anymore.
我知道这是不对 太依靠结果心碎
他们不了解 我为何喜欢受罪
上瘾了他的存在 我累了还装愉快
是不是害怕 一个人无法完美
我终于放手 释放一切痛 你不必开口
我管曾经拥有 放开手
电话响 彼此知道是她打来
你忙走开 剩我一个人
幻想作祟的残忍
我终于放手 释放一切痛 你不必开口
我管曾经拥有 我放手 放手
我终于放手 你不必开口
我管曾经拥有
我终于防守忧愁随着风
我管是否温柔
说再见不回头 不回头
不回头 不回头
过了就过了，不要想这么多。。
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It's great to have a friend like you slowpoke. thankyou :)
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(Friday, February 13, 2009-)
+2:26 PM]*
# 快要放手了。。-
我的死活，就看今晚了。。。
我这样做，是对的吗？
我被锁在这里 有时不禁怀疑
只有我还留在过去
这自创的监狱 让我无法抗拒
只有他能够释放我。。
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I just realise its friday the 13th..oh man...
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holiday got attachment at esplanade during march.
got me, lynette, gary and luqman.
can skip attachment? heh. dun feel like working leh.
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fucker. came home and started screaming his head off for no fucked up reason. like its always my fault. well guess wad fucker, its yours.
我可是你姐姐，你尽然敢这样对我喊。去死吧。
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(Thursday, February 12, 2009-)
+9:30 AM]*
# pokerface-
sJESSLYN HIGH CHANCE COMING SINGAPORE!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
CANT WAIT! ^^
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I BROKE MY FRIGGING NAIL WHEN I WAS SHOWERING =.=
WTH...NOW MY MIDDLE FINGER IS SO SHORT. T.T
!@#$%^&**^$$^&*
screwed up specs, screwed up parents, screwed up life.
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(Wednesday, February 11, 2009-)
+12:21 PM]*
# my bloody valentine-
got 92% for CCT =.=
sianz. ok. need to study for exam alr. or else no A ahh...sianz ahh...
hmm...death day coming. HAHA. aiya. whatever
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(Tuesday, February 10, 2009-)
+9:45 AM]*
# halal or not halal-
went to esplanade ytd. it was effed up cool! i hope i can go there for a concert soon! :D
then wanted to go dinner. ehh..there was me, lynette, limin, ernest, gary, shamus and luqman.
wanted to go hk cafe at 1st. but not halal. =.= luqman cannot eat.
then satay club. too ex. then went marina square breeks. ate 6 buffalo wings only and i was SO full. then then went with limin to buy her ipod classic. damn chio. then zhao home liao. walau, only me and lynette took bus & our buses came b4 we cross the road! o.O and we had to run. nb, everytime i take bus from tht bus stop, always must run de. damn sianz..
hmm...yeah. wed last day of sch. damn cool. but exam coming T.T sianz....
i need to find a job.
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(Sunday, February 8, 2009-)
+12:44 PM]*
# american sweetheart-
mum was being a total bitch ytd.
came home from dinner and start screaming at me for no effing reason.
also duno wad's her problem man.
when she pms. she only come find me and ALWAYS scold me abt those negative point. wth man. eons yrs ago de still wan to say. shit u lah.
i do so many thing for you. u got say anything anot? NOT EVEN A THANKYOU! :@
idiot shit...make me so angry for the whole night and when i wake up. totally no mood sia...
hmm...whatever...
now at SPGG doing project. stupid ITT. i dont even knw what im suppose to do. T.T
die sia..and i got a freaking D for the test!! O_-
and im still fb-ing. =.=
ahh...go and die...oh && tml got esplanade visit.. anyone wan jio me for dinner aft tht??
dont rly feel like going with my cls..
haha..im so evil...
miss you guys loads :(
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ohmytian. lynette is so right!
tht korea domyouji is SO much cuter than the korea rui!
i was SO wrong at 1st. =.=
oh, and exam is coming!!
18, 20 &21..wth sia..
we rather have it like during mon tues or sth.. no.it must be a freaking wed, fri and sat!! =.=
wth sia...& paper in the afternoon..walau...neither here nor there leh..sianz...
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&& jesslyn applied for SIM!! haha so happy :D
but she must find lodging.
JIAMIN! you there got space anot?? haha
so happy now. :D so long never see them alr lah...sianz.....ahhh..emo mode. =.=
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(Friday, February 6, 2009-)
+3:50 PM]*
# wad a day..-
i went to sch with pencil, no eraser. with correction liquid but no pen. =.=
there is sth wrong with me man..
reach sch at 12. AEL and AEEPS then went home again. sianz lah..
stupid test. or else i also dunwan go sch alr lo. sianz
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typing in chinese kills. X_x
but i need to be friendly. ^^
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(Thursday, February 5, 2009-)
+4:20 PM]*
# i miss the purple skirt :(-
went to sch empty-handed...so weird....
then aft 2 hours, we went cathay to watch bride wars! felt wrong halfway thru the movie...went toilet freshen up...went back...still feel like punching someone =.=
there is sth wrong with me..
hmmm...
shows tht i wan to watch
1) He's not that into you
2) Benjamin button
3) On the other end of the line(or sth like tht...)
hmm...holiday coming :D
&& where in the world can you find a singer that shot their mv one time. ONE TIME ONLY!! that's why i love RuiEn :)
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(Tuesday, February 3, 2009-)
+5:23 PM]*
# ranting-
what's the use of everything if you are not true to yourself, is it satisfactory?
do you feel good when you cheat on yourself? it hurts alot.
u feel guilty. u feel as if u did not do yourself justice.
its hurt so much, you are numb to everything else.
& im hurting now too. i was naive last time, but wadtheheck.
its hard to put it behind you when have so many memories to trigger it.
i wish the method in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind rly works.
bu then, things can go wrong too..if its rly fate. theres nth we can do..
sometime, reality is cruel to us.
:(
baby have it easy.. :(
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GHG video kinda make me feel sad :(
one cant nv show the real you :(
勉强过日子，好难受哦。。:'(
shit lah, tht video made me emo :(
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(Monday, February 2, 2009-)
+6:44 PM]*
# weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-
new url, new beginning.
sch today was ok, but still a bore. tml comt. last lsn :D
933 ltr for ruien. and im addicted to fb =X
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ok, damn weird. me and my bro just switched on the light at the same time. =.=
weird or wad.
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on a random note,
rbkd started in 15 aug :D
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miss you guys loads :(
baby have it easy.. :(